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Centimillimental - Shinde Shimaitai, Lyrics

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死んでしまいたい、歌詞
Shinde Shimaitai, Lyrics
Lirik Lagu Shinde Shimaitai,
Song Details
死んでしまいたい、 I Just Wanna Die,
Shinde Shimaitai,
Kuingin Mati Saja,
センチミリメンタル Centimillimental
作詞・作曲
・編曲:温詞
Lyricist・Composer
・Arranger: Atsushi
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捨てたくても 
捨てられずに
積み上げたままの
ゴミみたいな
この僕の
「いのち」を
今日も
生きているよ

死んでしまいたい
死んでしまいたい
死んでしまいたい…
でも、
死ねないのは、

これこそは 
これだけはと
信じていた
心の柱を
へし折られ 
踏みつけられ
全部 
崩れてくよ

死んでしまいたい
死んでしまいたい
死んでしまいたい…
でも、
死ねないんだよ

死んでしまいたい
死んでしまいたい
でも痛いのは嫌い
苦しいのも
嫌だ
でも現実は
それより
痛くて苦しい
死んでしまいたい
でもやっぱり
死ねない

死にたくはない
でも死んでしまいたい
生きていたいんだ
でも逃げてしまいたい
君の傍にいたい
でも心が
すごく痛い
死んでしまいたい
でも 明日を
見てみたい

抱きしめて欲しい
その中で眠りたい
そのまま
目覚めなくていい
でも
君の顔見たい
いま僕が抱いてる
この矛盾の
数々こそが
僕のすべて
きっと 
僕のすべて
Sutetakute mo 
Suterarezu ni
Tsumiageta mama no
GOMI mitai na
Kono boku no
"inochi" wo
Kyou mo
Ikiteiru yo

Shinde shimaitai
Shinde shimaitai
Shinde shimaitai...
Demo,
Shinenai no wa,

Kore koso wa
Kore dake wa to
Shinjite ita
Kokoro no hashira wo
Heshiorare
Fumitsukerare
Zenbu
Kuzureteku yo

Shinde shimaitai
Shinde shimaitai
Shinde shimaitai...
Demo,
Shinenai nda yo

Shinde shimaitai
Shinde shimaitai
Demo itai no wa kirai
Kurushii no mo
Iya da
Demo genjitsu wa
Sore yori
Itakute kurushii
Shinde shimaitai
Demo yappari
Shinenai

Shinitaku wa nai
Demo shinde shimaitai
Ikiteitai nda
Demo nigete shimaitai
Kimi no soba ni itai
Demo kokoro ga
Sugoku itai
Shinde shimaitai
Demo asu wo
Mite mitai

Dakishimete hoshii
Sono naka de nemuritai
Sono mama
Mezamenakute ii
Demo
Kimi no kao mitai
Ima boku ga daiteru
Kono mujun no
Kazukazu koso ga
Boku no subete
Kitto
Boku no subete
I want 
to throw it away
but I can't
This "life" of mine
keeps piling up
like trashes
Today I continue
to keep on living

I just wanna die
I just wanna die
I just wanna die...
But,
the reason I can't,

I believe
just for this time
and this is the only way
The pillar of my heart
is pressed, broken
and trampled on
Until everything
falls apart

I just wanna die
I just wanna die
I just wanna die...
But,
I can't

I just wanna die
I just wanna die
But I hate pain,
I don't want
to suffer either
But the reality is
much more harsh
and painful
I just wanna die
But, after all
I can't

I don't wanna die
But I just wanna die
I want to live
But I just want to run away
I want to be by your side
But my heart
really hurts
I just wanna die
But I want
to see tomorrow

I want you to hug me
I want to sleep in there
It doesn't matter
if I won't wake up
But
I want
to see your face
Numerous contradiction
that is embracing me
must be
everything to me,
everything to me
Meskipun
kuingin membuangnya
namun tak bisa
"Hidupku" ini
terus menumpuk
layaknya sampah
Hari ini pun
kuterus berjuang hidup

Kuingin mati saja
Kuingin mati saja
Kuingin mati saja...
Tapi,
kutak bisa karena,

Aku percaya
bahwa kali ini saja
dan hanya ini saja caranya
Tiang penyangga hatiku pun
tertekan, terpatahkan
dan terinjak-injak
Hingga segalanya pun
hancur lebur

Kuingin mati saja
Kuingin mati saja
Kuingin mati saja...
Tapi,
kutak bisa

Kuingin mati saja
Kuingin mati saja
Tapi kubenci rasa sakit,
kujuga tak mau menderita
Tapi kenyataan
ternyata jauh
lebih pedih
dan menyakitkan
Kuingin mati saja
Tapi, pada akhirnya
kutak bisa

Kutak mau mati
Tapi kuingin mati saja
Kuingin terus hidup
Tapi kuingin kabur saja
Kuingin berada di sisimu
Tapi hatiku ini
benar-benar sakit
Kuingin mati saja
Tapi kuingin
melihat hari esok

Kuinginkanmu memelukku
Kuingin terlelap di sana
Tak masalah jika kutetap
tak membuka mata
Tapi kuingin
melihat wajahmu
Pertentangan
demi pertentangan
yang tengah mendekap diriku ini
pasti adalah
segalanya bagiku
Seutuhnya diriku
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